I think the idea of being 2 has sunken in

Ummmm, yeah so we started today, Lil Charlie's birthday off intersting. I brought the older kids to school. Came home made breakfast for him (ok I handed him his sippy with milk and dry cereal I HAVE an excuse thank you very much).Got ready to go to the dr.s office. Had a great time there not listening and acting up. Well I specifically rememeber the dr. saying something along the lines of "yep he's a 2 yr old" ok no biggie. I'll get over my baby becoming a toddler or is it kid now? Anyways as we walked out well him running me catching then carrying him to the van. Me trying to unlock a van door with things loaded in my arms. I let down the devilish child for 1 minute and the little stinker tries hauling off. Now keep in mind im in a parking lot next to a "busy road" (it only goes to the hospital and a few more drs offices). I catch him in time to grab the back of his shirt. Then he thinks it was so fun let's do it again. Yeah once again by the shirt. I finally drop everything put his butt into the carseat strap him down and BREATHE. Then onto some grocery shopping i had a limited amount of time to get home put things up and get Brooke from the bus stop. As I was unloading my van into my home my son discovers his motorcycle (ride on toy) gets on and proceeds to go down the steps.Yes you read right then I tried to make him go down the hall but no not him. I walk outside just about to turn around to come inside and BAM there he goes tumbling down the steps see I knew it was no good but what would moms know right?! That image seems to be forever burned in my head since it looked like he was snapping his neck. Thankfully hes only bruised and scrached. I think ocs is going to find me suspicious since Brooke with fracturing her arm on new years eve and now this I guess i can see how 2009 will look for me. Forgive me I tried pics but he wouldnt look long enough