Monday, January 26, 2009

Honest Scrap Award

I’ve never seen it before so bear with me i'm trying.
Here are the rules for this award:
a) List 10 honest things about yourself - and make it interesting, even if you have to dig deep!
b) Pass the award on to 7 bloggers that you feel embody the spirit of the Honest Scrap.

1) I have self diagnosed myself with ocd. After you deal with 3 kids and MY husband you tend to "relearn" around that. Yeah that house cleaning once a week HA need I say more?!

2) My mom reminded me the other day about *if* I decide to pay people with bad checks. It is illegal and I can possibly go to jail. I thought about this long and hard and decided jail might be an option. Think about it no cooking no cleaning my kids will be safe NO BILLS hmm sounds close to paradise. (umm dont worry im not "cashing in " that ticket)

3)I have been hospitalized 8 times and thats for the mental health not physical.

4)Charlie has proposed to me 3 different times.

5)I have had to "downsize" my once flock of 16 birds. I am now down to 3.

6)I like my husband better gone

7)I often wonder how my kids will turn out considering I feel like a failure at times with my husband constantly against me with parenting.

8)I would love to have another child but with already being fixed and finances the way they are it would never work

9)I always complain about "not" having money but never get off my butt and get a job to help out (sadly this is somewhat fueled by my husband wanting me not to work)

10)I wonder where I would be if I havent met Charlie considering I was into "experimenting"
And onto

Thursday, January 8, 2009

I think the idea of being 2 has sunken in

Ummmm, yeah so we started today, Lil Charlie's birthday off intersting. I brought the older kids to school. Came home made breakfast for him (ok I handed him his sippy with milk and dry cereal I HAVE an excuse thank you very much).Got ready to go to the dr.s office. Had a great time there not listening and acting up. Well I specifically rememeber the dr. saying something along the lines of "yep he's a 2 yr old" ok no biggie. I'll get over my baby becoming a toddler or is it kid now? Anyways as we walked out well him running me catching then carrying him to the van. Me trying to unlock a van door with things loaded in my arms. I let down the devilish child for 1 minute and the little stinker tries hauling off. Now keep in mind im in a parking lot next to a "busy road" (it only goes to the hospital and a few more drs offices). I catch him in time to grab the back of his shirt. Then he thinks it was so fun let's do it again. Yeah once again by the shirt. I finally drop everything put his butt into the carseat strap him down and BREATHE. Then onto some grocery shopping i had a limited amount of time to get home put things up and get Brooke from the bus stop. As I was unloading my van into my home my son discovers his motorcycle (ride on toy) gets on and proceeds to go down the steps.Yes you read right then I tried to make him go down the hall but no not him. I walk outside just about to turn around to come inside and BAM there he goes tumbling down the steps see I knew it was no good but what would moms know right?! That image seems to be forever burned in my head since it looked like he was snapping his neck. Thankfully hes only bruised and scrached. I think ocs is going to find me suspicious since Brooke with fracturing her arm on new years eve and now this I guess i can see how 2009 will look for me. Forgive me I tried pics but he wouldnt look long enough