Well I havent mentioned this. But a few days ago I learned my 22 yr old cousin had passed away. We werent close. But I knew she has 2 kids apparently both taken away from her (long story). So im sitting here wondering. Why do I even want to tear up? We werent close we havent spoken in who knows how long. So it shouldnt bother me right? Could it be the fact that she and I both have 2 kids ? Could it be she was almost my age? Could it be that I realize just how precious life is ? I didnt get the chance to make it to her wake or funeral. And im regretting that. And honestly if I had the chance to go would I ? I cant say the girl had her life going where she needed to (from what I hear she died from drugs). I guess I am human after all. And it IS ok to get your emotions out evry once and a while. So thanks for listening to me ramble. Now to go poke my husband . Hes snoring again.
I am a mother of 3 (the oldest is my step son) well 4 if you count the husband i care for these creatures all day long everyday and well im just trying to keep my sanity for more than 5 minutes i have aquired a liking for birds my current flock is down to 3 from 16 this was the best thing to do for all of them i only have a blue and gold macaw (skye),sulfur crested cockatoo (calypso),and (chicco) a double yellow heaeded amazon